yet...another quarrel

this morning, once i see her...i duno why i couldnt control my feelings n start to throw out various questions to her....n guess wat...as usual, her emotions did annoy me...wat da hell is tt....i know i'm annoying...but why cant jz she think that i do love her very much n wish to get into her feelings n heart....is it there is nothing abt me besides annoying.....i wish to tell her tt i do not want to hear abt her decision any more n i don wish to wait for her...yet when i think so i feel like there is a hole deep in my heart....feel like i'm gonna lost her for eternity....i'm wondering....is it we must be together wif da person that we love da most....i know da answer is no....but dunno y...i do wish to stay together wif her...somehow she said she love me but i jz couldnt feel da love she has for me....i jz could get reach to her