2 Years Before and 2 Years Later

21 December 2007.....Today, i'm standing helplessly at the same places, looking at the same things n imaging the same thing as two years back when me n she first went to penang where our relationship was started 2 years ago....景物依旧，人面全非.....everything is still da same as 2 years back, or some even getting better, however, me n her relationship is getting worst n from da moment of love creation till the moment of love termination.....today is the 45th day of our separation or 7 more days to our 2 years n 1 month anniversary if we still r being together happily....2 years back at the same place is da most happiest moment we shared together, atleast for me.....2 years later at the same place, i suffer alone da sadness n leaving the tears of sadness at the past 2 years footsteps.....sometimes i hope mircale could happen as everything could be getting better for us since 2 years earlier n i do not hv to suffer the sollow of 2 years later today.....